I can't even see. Punch me in the face I've taken it too far. Like a dog. Like a child. Must stop thinking.
There is more to this than you will ever know. Underlying intent. Seed keeps growing. Quickly roots are tangling. Living with your eyes shut. Lack off will consumes your mind. Constant fear rules your life.
Let me try to explain again face to face looking deep into your eyes. You have taken everything you can. My pride, my time, my ability to survive. Accepting failure in all forms. My pride, my mind what I saved up inside. Accepting failure in all forms. I've surrendered my control. You have taken everything you can. I submit to your will. I did it to myself this time. Medicine leave me here to die.
Once again it has it's hooks inside. There is no chance of letting go. Everything happens for a reason. The course of events cannot be changed. Tired and helpless living life inside of a steel frame. Timeline in perfect motion.
Day has passed. Time, structure, reality, substance. We've thrown our lives away. Only taking giving back what we put in: nothing. A culture of termites.
I can see I'm wasting my life. My best days are passing me by. I keep letting all that's left die. If I leave it be then everything is fine.
I see water in my sleep. I see water in my sleep. keep waking up thirsty and afraid. Thirsting. Everything is crawling. Every time you make one go away. Every time you make it feel okay. An empty shell is all that still remains.
released September 11, 2015
Recorded summer 2015 in Cincinnati,OH
mastered by Dustin
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